
The impetus behind last night's tweet was this: so much painting. (And no, I did not drive on no sleep-- I honestly know better and was simply trying to force myself to go to bed. Poor fiends, you were all so startled for me! This is why I love you.)
Anyway, I drove to my parent's house. Papa paints houses in the summer, sometimes, and since I am broke I came home to help him and get myself some monies.
It was a good day for it-- about 75 degrees and breezy off the lake. Cloudy later, too, which is nice because painting in the sun is really not a fun experience.
Painting is one of the most soothing things you can do. I'm a chatty person by nature, but I can appreciate a good silence when I need one. Papa is quiet, and when we work together we don't need to talk all that much. He tells me what to do and I do it, and that's about it for conversation unless we start talking about Reno 911. I don't know, it's this weird bonding thing we have.
So I painted, quietly, and fell into the rythmn of it quickly. I'm not sure what it is about my brain that makes me think the most clearly when I have a physical task to do, but there it is. I get my best story ideas while driving, my best poems written while walking, and my best life ponderings done while painting or folding laundry.

The view helps with the meaning of life ponderings, I'll admit it. Nevertheless, I painted and I thought about work and about -not- work and what I'm going to do if the money runs out before a job appears. And also I thought a little about Torchwood, because I like shiny things and I'm not serious -all- the time.
I decided that if I heard nothing from the latest batch of resumes by tomorrow, it would be time for Serious Business. I painted and I was okay with that idea.
I totally painted this wall, guys. It was very satisfying to have half a house change its look in my wake.
Of course, I hurt like hell now, because I am -so- not used to painting like that, and my carpal tunnel thing was, um, shall we say unhappy? That's a delicate way to put it. Nevertheless, it's the accomplished sort of sore that we're all familiar with.
I celebrated with victory pizza. And at dinner I got a call-- job interview on wednesday. Slowly things start clicking into place.